So my job at the vet’s is making me feel completely not good enough.
I mean, I’m still in training, and I’ve been assured that I’m going to feel like I keep making mistakes for a while. And yes, I am definitely improving and getting more comfortable with doing things on my own. But I feel like every which way I turn, there’s something I don’t know how to do, and I have to ask for help, which makes me feel like I’m annoying my coworkers. They also have to keep correcting me on stuff. I’m trying my best, I really am, but this is just stressing me out. I want so badly to do well.
It doesn’t help that I have this one coworker who can be rather cold towards me and acts like I annoy her sometimes. She hasn’t said anything outright, and I’m not sure whether it’s me personally that she has a problem with or if that’s just her general demeanor. Either way, it certainly adds to the impression that I’m not doing a good job, even if she’s not my boss and it doesn’t really matter in the long run what she thinks.
Tagged as: job. employment. stress. vet tech. SO MUCH STUFF TO LEARN. isn't Christmas break supposed to be relaxing?.
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sunshineinmykaleidoscopeeyes said:
Chin up my dear, in a new environment you always feel stupid at first. You’ll get the hang of it. I feel the same way working in the lab I always have to ask people things. You are a brilliant girl who has a great soul everything will be ok.
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